Sickness

I'm sick and I don't feel like writing anything. My husband would say I should stay in bed, but I don't want to.
I'm three weeks away from my winter holidays and I'm planning to take advantage of the time I have. I really want to have a rest at least for fifteen days. That's the duration of my son's winter holidays. I really want to spend some more time with him.
I'm not at home now, even when I physically am. My mind is busy working in everything I have to finish between today and July 6Th.
The good news is that I've already finished my teaching practice for this period. I don't have to wake up at 5.50 a.m. every Wednesday to be on time at school. I don't have to wait for the crowded bus. Full of teenagers and children...so little. How can they be up and travelling by bus at that hour? Every day?
My God! My son also goes to school early in the morning. Sometimes I feel like keeping him at home with me. A minute later, I realize that I also went to school very early in the morning...and I'm still alive. Moreover, nowadays I also get up at 6.50 a.m. ... everyday... and stay up... studying and working on all my school assignments.
No, I'm not a housewife, I hate housewives duties. That's why I'm looking for a daily maid. I have one twice a week now, and my house stays clean easily. We are three after all. We don't mess everything up. We try to keep an order at home. None of us like ordering things. One should keep his schoolbag in his bedroom. The other should keep his coats, and tools away from sight...that's not so easy. The kitchen round table is almost all the time messy. Books, folders, tools, my laptop suitcase... I try cleaning and ordering it...but I don't like ordering things... however I hate more being in a messy place. I don't like coming back home every day at almost 1.00 a.m. and find out that there's no order at home, that something isn't clean.
I don't like waiting for someone to do the things we all should do.
I don't like housekeeping, but I always end up doing it myself. My husband helps...at times. But he has the idea of being the only one who does something at home. I don't argue, I already have problem outside my house. Why should I bother if the kitchen table is full of things which doesn't belong there?
I'm sick, I don't feel like writing anything. I don't want to go to bed. I have to take advantage of the time I have....I'm only three weeks away from winter holidays...
Only three weeks away...
Only three...